Saturday, April 9, 2011
Crap...
7 months into my latest relationship, I think it's over. I have never had any luck with men. I don't know if I just pick the wrong ones, or what. I have always treated my men like kings and I got the shaft. Well, if this is the end, I am done. No more relationships for me. I've had it. I said that before this one, but, I mean it this time. I will die a single woman. My heart is hurt and my stomach is in knots. I am lost. Why can't I keep a man?
Sunday, April 3, 2011
My Birthday April 3, 2011
So, today is my 44th Birthday. I actually feel pretty good, despite all the stress I am going through. Just moving and then having to trade in my 1994 Red & Black Chevy Silverado 4x4. She had 244,771.3 miles on her. I cried like a baby letting her go. But, now I have a really nice car that I love! A 2007 Pontiac G6. :)
My love life...who knows. I have a man that I really love, but, he seems he is embarrassed to be with me. I don't understand. It seems as though I'm having an affair or something and I hate it. He had been married 3 times and I think he is hesitant to letting me into his life because maybe he feels that I am going to do to him what the rest of his women have done. But, I won't. I just want him to let me in. I know in his strange way he loves me. That is a given. But, it's weird.
My Brother, who is 46, is fighting stage 4 cancer. He is not doing well at all. I haven't even talked to him and I feel really bad about that. We haven't been close since we were little and our lives took two different directions and haven't been able to catch back up with him. I love him, dearly, I just don't know him. If that makes any sense at all.
Right now my Cleveland Indians are playing. The rain is coming down, it started out sunny today. The had a triple play and the score in the 5th inning is 1-0 Chicago White SUX. Even though, Omar Vizquel is on their team, he will ALWAYS belong to the Cleveland Indians!!!! And, it will ALWAYS be called Jacob's Field! :)
My love life...who knows. I have a man that I really love, but, he seems he is embarrassed to be with me. I don't understand. It seems as though I'm having an affair or something and I hate it. He had been married 3 times and I think he is hesitant to letting me into his life because maybe he feels that I am going to do to him what the rest of his women have done. But, I won't. I just want him to let me in. I know in his strange way he loves me. That is a given. But, it's weird.
My Brother, who is 46, is fighting stage 4 cancer. He is not doing well at all. I haven't even talked to him and I feel really bad about that. We haven't been close since we were little and our lives took two different directions and haven't been able to catch back up with him. I love him, dearly, I just don't know him. If that makes any sense at all.
Right now my Cleveland Indians are playing. The rain is coming down, it started out sunny today. The had a triple play and the score in the 5th inning is 1-0 Chicago White SUX. Even though, Omar Vizquel is on their team, he will ALWAYS belong to the Cleveland Indians!!!! And, it will ALWAYS be called Jacob's Field! :)
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